Chapter 236: But what about me? Did you never realize that I was waiting for you too? (2)

Chen Junxing, you gave me the feeling of love.

I was scared of seeing you, but I also looked forward to seeing you every day.

One time, I secretly listened in on an old person who was gossipping about you in the neighborhood. They said you were from a rich family, that your father was in a high position, also that you had been excellent since you were a young boy. They said you had a successful career despite your young age and a resounding reputation.

Chen Junxing, I felt so inferior at that moment.

You see, the person I chose to love was so outstanding! I had such good judgment!

But I felt deeply inferior.

How could I be with you if you were so outstanding?

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I didn’t even have the courage to talk to you.

Chen Junxing, I’ve already gotten used to seeing you walk past me from afar through my window.

Even if I would never be able to stand openly in front of you and confess my feelings.

At the very least, I want you to know that somebody in this world loved you in the past.

My beloved Chen Junxing, thank you for appearing in my life.

For me to fall in love with a man like you in my life was enough for me.

I wish you happiness. —The me who loves you.”

Xin Siyue kept observing the expression on his face, trying to discern a hint of his emotions from the subtle changes in his expression.

But after reading the letter, Chen Junxing put it back down on the table and asked her, “Where did it come from?”

Xin Siyue pointed to the book on the table beside him. “The last two pages of the book were stuck together, and that letter was hidden inside.”

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“So, this letter was written by the person who gave my grandmother this book?”

Xin Siyue said, “The person who gave you the book is also the person who wrote the book.”

Chen Junxing was silent for a moment. He asked, “You know each other?”

Xin Siyue shook her head at first, but then she nodded.

“So, was the Xin Siyue in the book based on you?” Chen Junxing asked.

Xin Siyue smiled bitterly. “She hated me so much that she wrote me into the book as well. But she loved you, and it was because of that love for you that Chen Sinan was born.”

“That…Chen Sinan…Did he really exist?”

“He’s always been there.”

Chen Junxing looked at her. “So, what do you plan to do after seeing this book?”

“I want to go back to him.”

“That’s just a fantasy world created by someone. Even if you know it’s not real, would you still want to do that?”

“I knew it was the world inside of the book. I’ve known from the very start. But I’m still so in love with Chen Sinan. I love him, and we have a child together that I’d only been able to see once in my life. I have to go back since both he and my child are waiting for me.”

“Go back? How are you going to achieve that?”

“I don’t know! But I’ll find a way. If I can get in once, I’ll definitely be able to find a way to get in again.”

“What way?”

“I have to die.”

When he heard her announce that so calmly, he instantly said, “Are you crazy?!”