Chapter 40: The Affection
Hei Ming was not glad about it because what Bai Hao had just done made his heart ache.
The more active Bai Hao was, the more pain he felt in his heart. Because what Bai Hao had done was a desperate move; he was not really asking Hei Ming to hug him.
“It’s pretty late. You should sleep now.”
Hei Ming put the pajamas back on for Bai Hao as he said so.
Tears dropped from Bai Hao’s eyes again. His lips were shivering in agony and he raised his hand to slap Hei Ming in the face as hard as possible.
“Hug me! What? Am I not attractive to you now?”
Bai Hao cried out like crazy; he bit his lower lip while grabbing Hei Ming by his hand and placed it on his body trying to let Hei Ming touch him.
He thought Hei Ming was only here for his body at the beginning, so he told himself to cooperate with him. In that way, Hei Ming would get what he wanted and left.
But Hei Ming rejected him. It was not until then did he remember how bad it hurt. The pain was even greater than the time he lost his child.
“Bastard! You bastard! You have to be responsible for wasting my two-hundred-year youth and wait!”
Bai Hao burst in tears; he shouted and slapped on Hei Ming’s body. From pounding to the powerless pat in sorrow, Bai Hao eventually grabbed Hei Ming’s clothing, crying his eyes out on his chest.
Hei Ming took a deep breath and he couldn’t hold himself this time. He embraced Bai Hao so tightly as if he was trying to fuse him into his life.
“Hug me! I said hug me!” Bai Hao roared again and slapped Hei Ming who was holding him tightly.
Then he suddenly drew the gun and pointed it at his own forehead; he asked Hei Ming loudly in tears, “Are you hugging me or not?”
Bai Hao’s tears kept dripping down on the back of Hei Ming’s hand and clothing. Hei Ming could sense the misery that Bai Hao had been suppressing which made his heart ache even more.
He raised his hand and covered Bai Hao’s eyes. Then he slowly approached his lips, and his tears also dropped the moment their lips touched.
Maybe that was why he covered Bai Hao’s eyes. In that way, Bai Hao would not be able to see him crying.
Bai Hao was also crying hard when they kissed. He wanted nothing but Hei Ming to be good and gentle to him like the time he was pregnant at one time.
Why? Why did everything just go wrong?
Bai Hao had no answer. There was no need for them to be like this. Everything had been perfect before-they could have a family of three and leave the Pei Family, living in a world of their own.
“A**hole, you a**hole.”
The whimper and the sound of him pounding Hei Ming echoed in the dark room, filled up the space with sadness and heartbreak.
Hei Ming wanted to apologize but he just bit his tongue. All he could do was holding Bai Hao tightly and gasped in pain.
As they hugged each other, affection also spread over the room. Their kiss just kept heating up.
Hei Ming’s eyes were filled with uncertainty and perplexity when he looked at Bai Hao who was lying beneath him.
Because Hei Ming had never dared to think of touching Bai Hao since he took out the baby back then.
‘Is it because he is now in estrus? Does he lose control over himself? Or, does he really want me?’
At this moment, Bai Hao looked up at Hei Ming with blushes on his face.
Then Bai Hao made the first move to kiss Hei Ming. Neither of them knew if it was because of the estrus or the love between them.
Hei Ming gave up thinking and responded to him with his body.
They were connected that night, from the body to the soul.